went for trng today, & ii swam.
was really dying,
didn't train for two weeks.
after da pt ii was almost half dead.
think after o's ii must train pretty hard alr.
now my stamina like what shit,
can die if this carry on.
sometimes ii can't help but to doubtwhat you're thinking/doing.ii'm just unable to trust you.tell me how.
& ii wanna go beach trng so much, but ii can't.
sighhhhhhhhhhhh):